Since i last blogged. Really fcuking long. Neh. I'm not bloggin now yet. Multiply changed fcuking lot now. I find so long den can find how to post new entry. Duhs. But...will be back to change this!! See next week how, haha. got long weekends+weekday off. Hmm...get this working on man. But...lemme...tidy my room 1st. Update my own diary...clear my opposite room(lotsa junk inside there now, one room isn't enuff.) Arghhhhh. How to finish all these in 1 week?? Haha...i've been doing these for months. Its never tidy. tsk tsk tsk~~ BE RIGHT BACK~!!!
 Weeee~ 1st time making Eyelash Extension! Love it.
At least my eyes looks ABIT bigger now.
But...only last for one month. Well, its starting to drop le =(
Muz take more more pictures now. Muhahaha =D 再勇敢的站着找回光和热 来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的 反而我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你 深深的...
Post Nite today~ Weee~ Finally nite wif ah ling although we're opposite ward. I free i go there, she free she come here. Gees. Both nites were OK la. Hongying helped me wif the hand case admission. I hate morphine infusion~! So troublesome~! Aniway hard to have a nite round tgt, we wenta breakfast postnite slping day~
Go near near one la~ HV Swensen's Breakfast =D *slurps!   Went for Foot Massage after that, don't feel like sleeping. 1st time try the Javanese foot massage, not bad not bad. After the massage, wasn't tired but once i close my eyes, i fell into deep sleep. Lucky i made my alarm. Nap for 2hrs and off to IMM to meet LPS, wenta walk walk ard, but fail to find our new yr clothes. But saw Body Shop having sales there, up to 60% off for most of the items, machiam less than 1/2 price lor~
But too bad i cant use body shop's cream. But i bought the make up remover and toner, & shower gel~~ Mini one. So cute~! Home after. =) 我并不是天生爱寂寞 却比任何人都多 就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有...
  Weeeee. Its been like...so many years since my last chalet. And i dun remember staying for that 4B chalet. Left after BBQ liao. Cos' staying ones are the organising ones and wateva they say counts, so we rather dun stay. Yea, anyway...I'm having AL during the 3days, so more shiok. Can stay all the way. Met the other 3 on the 1st day. We're the ones staying thru'out. 2 having AL and 2offdays. So...wenta check-in and bought stuffs we need when we came back out to VIVO. Prep all the things b4 the others came after work. And 1st day pass like this. And can u believe it? We slept for 10hrs on the 1st day. Nth better to do sia.  2nd day, weeeee. Someone needs to go back to ward to bring the cake and presents here. Soooo, ME ME ME. Weee i wanna go back ward. Haiz...at least can talk to jun jun. Else too bored till i rot le. Jian ping came back wif me but her bag broke halfway, hees. So she went back home change bag(call her slow slow) haha. Den i went back ward myself 1st, wenta find jun jun and chat.
Haiz...she nv came last nite and i'm so bored~~~ So wenta medicine shopping for awhile. We need some. And goop some papers makers and things we need. HEheS. JP came ard 3+ and we left for chalet again. Wif all the presents for exchanging. Wa lao...is 2 big boxes of it. And so many taxi drivers rejected to drive us in la. Basket. Finally there's 1 which agreed to drive us in and asked y the others dunwan drive us in. I dun dare tell him "its hard to get out" HAHAHA. Cos' traffic will be damn packed there as there's the siloso countdown party! Our 2nd day...nth much oso, except that we wenta find a place to countdown. Cos' the beach is blocked. And finally we found a spot beside the countdown party which wasn't block. Settled ourselves on the sand and "5,4,3,2,1 Happy New Year 2009~!!" Fireworks was appearing right in front of our eyes b4 we realise, and wats the best thing? We're right in front of it la. Such a good spot we found. Its sooo pretty!! Went home on the last day right after we checked out. I expect something like breakfast tgt 1st or wat. But none. Now i know, that's the difference of going chalet wif frens and wif colleagues. HAIZ. At least like going wif frens, we wouldn't wanna leave each other even after we check out, its always a breakfast/lunch tgt, follow by something else like pool or ice-skating or wateva we can think of, RIGHT? HAiz. Aniway. At least i dun stay home and rot during my AL. ~你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳~
~~你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳~~
Gees. I'm back~~~to update. RE: Christmas Dinner @ KuiShin-Bo, here's some of the picturesss.
Its $58 per pax btw. Expensive but worth the price!! Its usually $48 for dinner, but X'Mas Eve more ex.
And the specials No.1 for X'mas day, brought out from kitchen not the buffet area, LOBSTERS!! They asked how many pax and if all wants it, of cos' we'll get it. They said as thou' it was one per pax only, but that clever cheryl wenta ask "do we have like 2nd round of the lobster?". The staff went back to check and they asked "how many u want?, if there's enuff, we're able to give". Well. We got our 2nd round of lobsters!! =D Shiok. I love those too. Fcuking big snow crabs! And the meat inside, its soooo sweet. *YUM!!*  And it btw of our meals, there's announcement that they're giving away $50 dining voucher to 6 lucky tables!
By lucky draws, and there's so many tables, we keep chanting our table number E3,E3.E3~!!!
But after the 1st 4tables got the voucher, which the 3rd table is E5, we're getting a lil' disappointed, just continue hearing to see if we could be one of that 2lucky tables left, and we heard, "the 5th lucky winner is E3!!!" HAHAHA. And cheryl scream out loud can. LOL. Scare the shit out of me...Weeeee~
Here comes our $50 voucher, but can only be used on our next visit. =D
Our Christmas special No.2. Freaking full after we came out. And wenta walk walk ard. SY ah lao wanna got Toy'r'us to get some pressie. And so we went there, Cheryl bought the game Taboo as its on sales. Thus we ended up at Coffee Bean playing Taboo~!!! We split into 2 teams. Ch-me-ahlao & lormee-sl-sy. Haha...And my team won all the way till sy and ah lao needa leave at 11+. So we continued our countdown with the same 4 of us again. Just like last yr. Wonderpits. HAHA. Went home ard 1am. Needa work next day. =( And 25th. Miss out going to Angela's hse for Christmas party as i'm working.
And 27th. Miss out going to Jenny's Bday party as i'm working.
Argh...y do i need to work. Sian. MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Ok. Thinking of the December bonus cheered me up...abit. =) 让自己忙碌可以当作藉口逃避想念你的种种软弱...
我可以学会对你很冷漠为何学不会将爱没收...?
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Don't feel like blogging much these days. No mood, no feel. Even life is...so bland.
This month seem to end pretty quickly. Maybe cos' of the holidays and stuffs. Work is pretty fine, low census(holiday period), we've got only like 4-5patients everyday. But now i wonder how next month will be like. Having my annual leave now for 1week. After which i dun think i have the mood to work or watsoeva. And the census will be high again! Oh freak. 2days b4 christmas, wenta sl house bake cookies for our wards~ Baked lots and lots of it. Lucky it turned out...great! Lol. At least there's compliments rite~ =) Having Christmas countdown as usual wif my F4s, dinnered at a jap buffet which i forgot the name again. But the food is...not bad actually. Had lobsters and Snow crabs which is freaking big. Will update when i got the pics!~! And bla bla bla. Then wenta Coffee Bean and played Taboo which Cheryl juz bought @ toy-r-us, played all the way till 11plus, and Sy&ahlao left 1st. We continued playing and countdown till around 1am. And lor mee drove us home. Working pm the next day. =X Christmas pressies that i made~~~ Swarovski Angels! =) 我最幸福的事 当过你的天使...
 | Dinners~ | Nov 25, '08 12:11 PM
for everyone |
Yay! Off tml again. =D
Went back to work for 1 day and off again. Haha...i should've took MC, but dunwan la, i not so bad.
If i take MC, i cant imagine how the ward will go crazy. Even when all staffs are present, we still need to take 10patients each. Wat the hell lor. And 2 Assistant Nurse took leave, left with 1!! But we've got a deploy from WdXX. Which some ridiculous thing happen...Duhs. Somebody mistook me as someone else, and keep saying why i cant remember him?!! Wat the?!! After a whole day of misunderstanding, he finally accept the fact that, we dunno each other at all?!!! (X_X)|||
And during these times, you'll be super grateful that you have ITE Students there to help! Many many thanks. But even if they're there, i still worked another 13hr shift today?! Fcuking piss and hungry after one whole day of Nil By Mouth. And...haiz, dun wanna talk bout THAT matter.
Wenta dinner wif Jun after work, we had hell today, but a fulfilling breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner!
No pics taken. Too simple and hungry. Haha But the dinner pics that i took during the last few meet-outs. Erm..! 1st time eating escargots can. Gagaga~       多么伤人 让我爱上 薄情的红唇...
Work has seriously been like a pool of shit for the last week & last last week. All the PR cases keep coming in. Unhappy bout this, unhappy bout that. Everything oso want to complain. And i seriously think that all these problems starts coming in after our opposite ward close for renovation. (Ahem, it affects the feng shui you know...)
Anyway, those pple who keep comparing us with SGH, says what SGH is better bla bla bla, you just jolly well ask the ambulance to send you to SGH la. Why come to our hospital in the 1st place, thinking that you might get better treatment in SGH, if that is what you think?
All these pple ar. HAIZ. Make our life difficult only.
And many many more things, making me headache everyday only. But lucky now, i have my 3days off again. Be it rotting at home, going out wif frens, doing anything else is much more better than being at work!!
Well, after my 3days off, my opposite ward would have opened, and well, i hope the fengshui is better & weeeeeeee ahling is just opposite!!! Hahaha...So happy can. Weeee~ my spree items has arrived~! Happy happy too! Now a/w the next spree items =D
I think it would be long long long man. Takes 5-7weeks to arrive! Me no care~ just wait la. Hahaha TOMORROW IS PAY DAY!!! CANT WAIT!!! My bank left $3.34 only. Gees =X lalala~~~ I've alreidi thought of what to buy for my parents for Christmas and what present i want!!! HAHAHA. Hinted my dad liao. ;) Current AIM. ----> W980 Wenta celebrate Grandma's Bday yest. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA =D
Age is a secret. Gees. Only one candle. Haha...(neh, actual fact is scare she no strength blow all.) HAHAHA. 有时候爱是一种眼神 赶走所有苦闷~~~Arw, that's how i survived those s.u.c.k.y days. Gees.
Arw, so mesmerize in his smile can!!! Haha...Sooooo cute!!! Days of self-torturing is worth exchanging wif a mesmerising smile that last me thru my days since. Oh my mama. I know i'm crazy, but...muahaha =)) ARHhhhhhh. CUTE LAH!!! HAHAHA. 我烦恼 太被动并不好 烦恼 太冲动也不好 烦恼 自信在动摇 烦恼烦恼 太烦恼的苦恼~! Yang Chen Lin's new album [半熟宣言] is nice!! Go listen~ & now its time again for me to dream and drool~ =D
夜深了还没有睡意 翻来覆去的想你 时钟滴答滴答的声音 像在说我爱你 幸福的距离 就算万公里 在你眼里有我想要的勇气 从南极飞到北极 南京到北京 你的笑胜过那些美景
带我走 到遥远的以后 带走我 一个人自转的寂寞 只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱... Gd NiteZz. Time to go to my dreamland to dream and drool. =PpP
| 最远的 距离 | Nov 9, '08 10:36 AM
for everyone |
 情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢 而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
离开时的不快乐 有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
如果还有明天 你想怎样装扮你的脸
如果真的还能够有明天 是否一切也将云消烟散?
不想再当配角 安静让我动摇 我想逃跑... 希望换成你爱我爱的快要疯掉!!! 可以吗 让我和你对调?...
Seems like i've disappeared for quite a while. Haha~ Not really busy, just lazy. Muahaha~ Oh Yea, haven updated that my ward had changed to 5day week. So, 2 off days per week, there's more time for me to rest, or rather, GO OUT~! Weeeee~ last schedule, there's PH so, an extra day off. In a schedule, there's 2 continuously 3 off days tgt, but sadly nv go anywhere far. Thought of going Cameron Highlands, but too rush to plan. End up only last min meet ups. One of the days wenta for a "free yoga trial"---ended up in us paying $42.80. FCUK. I boycott that place since that day. Some famous yoga place in TOWN AREA some more. We juz cursed the manager in some ways which u wouldn't want to know. And if it really happens, she'll juz end up in my ward or suyi's ward. Depends on wat will happen to her. *Our ward's discipline. Anyway, when i woke today, saw 8 missed calls from 5510. Was expecting that la. Cos' i handed in my checklist yest & govt went home alreidi. So, called back 5510 and they ask me to go back today, before 5pm. Hmm...signed my checklist. Confirmed me & probation ended SUCCESSFULLY~!!! Weeeeeee~~~~ Haha...i thought she'll ask me lotsa questions, but ended up she ask me "is there anything u want to ask?" LOL.
And i saw the 1st sentence of comment : "WanHan is a quiet girl." HAHAHAHAHAHA. I bursted out laughing inside me. Haha...i'm happy cos' i no longer need to wait for pple to serve medicine wif me. =D Went out wif SL after signing my checklist. And i didn't wanna go home so early since i've left home, so juz meet for dinner and slack @ HV. Ate the zhi char & wenta swensen's for desert. Had the new mudpie. Ahhhhh. So much nicer den coffee club one, but too sweet. =X  And bought *rewards* for myself for independence day.(Juz excuses for spending?!) Spent nearly $200 on it. =X OxyMask, e person intro, can use when i nv go for facial, 2x perweek. Provided i'm not lazy for this too. =X  Kawaii Toyko, set of cleanser+day&nite moisturiser+sunblock. Saw in Cleo, seems good! Juz nice vichy finish liao. Can try this after using Nardia Lab cleanser. =) And...there's massive problems yest, cos' it is the change-over day for MO(Medical Officer), ARGH...SiBei Sian can. Can SEAN HO & gang stay in NUH Ortho?!!! =((( They're here since our student times!!! Being in NUH or Ortho or Surgical, and they'll still come back for drinks and rest their butts on our chairs. And now there's all the new MOs which we like totally nv see b4 or saw b4 and know that they're *baskets. Yeeeeeee. New MOs of our ward. One is nice & the other doesn't have a nice *history wif us. =(((
But the nice MO offered to set plug for my pt, which let me & daniel LOL. How good if all MOs are like that???!!! ARW...good life can?! Below are random pics taken when i "disappeared"... ... ...
=) Hello Kitty Fair at Taka, Spent 100+ on these =X  Sister Batma left last month...  Bday pressie from dad~ Seiko watch! =) The Arena:  Chi Garden wif colleagues:   Chill-outs after wk...Gloves & markers do come in handy after work too. =D  Some pictures are not put up due to gossip-mongers. =) 一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累...怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念???
| 花很迷惘... | Oct 15, '08 2:17 PM
for everyone |
 =)
5.0.8 不想也想将忘难忘 我该把你怎么办?...
Its a colourless chemical produced by organisms of our own body and exuded thru' the skin. No 2 people's pheromones are the same. If a man's pheromone matches a woman's, they'll be attracted to each other. I think my pheromone lost my way while looking for yours...
这样子单方面的守候, 还能多久? Just read an article online, did u all notice close friends usually have their periods tgt?!
Actually its be'cos of pheromones too!! Hmm...interesting~ Anyway, i need to UPDATE! Its been more than a month. Alot of things had happened. Good and bad of cos'. Cant be everything on either side rite. But now...i needa sleep to fight my morning battle tml. Continuously 3days of mornings. If i'm back early morrow, i'll update. =) 我怀念的 是争吵以后 还是想要爱你的冲动... ... ...
Nobody is blogging much these days. Scroll thru blogs, and finish reading within 10mins. Sigh. Argh. So bored!!! Lucky i'm off today. Super piss wif my new admission yesterday. GAWD. Juz one irritating mother fcuker.
Made me go back home at 1030 when i'm supposed to off work at 8pm. FCUK.
Super irrtating la. Lucky the on-call HO yest was nice enuff to be there long enuff. *phew.
This pt irritating nvm liao, when i was chionging my report and admission docs, another irritating doctor came and look for casenotesXX. And asked me where is it. Of course i replied "not here".
The next thing he said was "you better find it for me else i'm not gonna review the patient".
WAT THE HELL!!!
F u la...i'm not your maid lor. You're the one reviewing the pt not me, and why should i find the casenotes for you.
And even if i find it for you, i'm doing you a FAVOR. Not that i MUST find it for you lor. BASTARD.
Piss the shit out of me man. Off duty liao still kana say. Super bo hua, no money for OT & needa tahan all these shit.
End up Jun was holding the casenote and i juz said it in front of him "you better give him the casenote now else he don't want to review the patient."
I cant think of anything to scold him except juz saying out loud," ATTITUDE LIKE SHIT" infront of him and jun and some others. And those who noe me should noe my reaction slow oso lor. After i reached home, was thinking bout this when i shower, really very the 委屈lor. Especially after how my new admission tortured me oso. F. Then to make myself feel better, was thinking of what to scold him back.
1) I'm not your maid and why should i find the casenote for you.
2) You're the one reviewing pt, not me.
3) Fine, i can just document down "HO XXX refused to review pt as the casenote could not be found at that point of time." And i can call your other HO to review pt, i'm sure you're not the only one of the particular wateva discipline HO on-call.
4) Ahling juz reminded me. I should say "I can call your MO to review pt if you refuse to review." Omg, so many weird pple ard. He sucks to the core man. ATTITUDE SUCKS EVEN MORE THAN shit. Well, lucky i'm off today, else my mood will be even worse den charcoal.
Wenta facial and psycho me buy this and that again as usual. Of cos' i wun buy without tiao jian. =)
Its always good to be 1st batch customer. 期待让人越来越疲惫 谁和我一样 等不到他的谁??
| ..让人受尽委屈 | Aug 31, '08 12:32 PM
for everyone |
Somebody's gonna kill me for this... =X I shouldn't love you, but i want to, i just cant turn away.
I shoudn't see you, but i cant move, i cant look away.
And I don't know, how to be fine when i'm not.
Cos' i don't know how to make this feeling stop.
Just so you know, this feelin's taking control of me, and i can't help it.
Just so you know. 其实我早应该了解 你的温柔是一种慈悲
但是我怎么也学不会 如何能不被情网包围
其实我早应该告别 你的温柔和你的慈悲
但是我还深深的沉醉在 快乐痛苦的边缘... 没什么 哪有什么 我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了
完蛋了 我完蛋了 我整个人眼看就快要不是我的了... 怎麽办 梦里想你装傻 怎麽办 知道我要什麽 MY GOD 如果爱像微风 和你一起吹过 连空气味道都变成甜的~ OMG. I should wake up!!! I didn't mean to fall...and baby there's a name for what you put me thru'. It isn't love, its robbery.
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me.
I had a dream"...
Life has changed for the better these days. It weird, but i don't wanna care anymore. Might be the calm before storm.
BIG BOSS IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A med error on a Mon morning? Haizzzz. Stupid XXX!!! We recognised with that stupid handwriting!!! And he wrote the meds w/o signing, and we, as pa-jiao pple go serve. So sorry to maricar la. She help me serve still kana memo. =X PAISEH~!!! And...its was found out by govt as BIG BOSS walk in. *FAINTS... ... The good thing bout' working sun am, is that we can go back on time! Or go out! But i dun like going out on weekends. Human squeeze human squeeze human to death. Anyway wenta slack awhile after work wif jun jun and a stupid myst. guest. Haha...cabbed to HV, wenta...Swensens. Why do we always end up at swensens??? =X
Anyway, we actually wanted Earthquake, but fondue seems more tempting! So fondue and fries and wateva texas wings. Yummy! Decorated a ba-bu-sing wif our fondue. LOL. *pinches-si mi sek, si mi sek? ***Ang sek! Hahaha.
Its nice rite!!! 2 Cherries as earphones & Ang Sek wif green highlighted hair. HAHAHA. Wif some beard some more. Anyway, the whole of swensen's upstairs belongs to us. And we really played like kids can!
Played wif food, having food fight wif those left over food, having shoe fight some more. HAHAHA. Jun's slipper "kana stolen" & watz the stupid thing that happened??? The stupid myst. guest go put inside his bag!!! Haha...dirty lei~!!! Then he tried to kick us under table, and we managed to untie both his shoelace and tie them TOGETHER. Hahaha.
Really had fun for that few hours la~ Did more other stupid things as well. =))   Tabao curry fish-head home. Arwsss so nice to eat in that weather can! Ate as we watch the Olympics table tennis. Lose till i wanna vomit blood. And i find it kind of stupid la. China pple fighting wif China pple. But where u breed is wat u learn. China-China really catch your weak points after the 1st game and tackle the weak point man. And cant stand it when they keep hitting the corner of the table. ROAR. Off today and AL tml~ Shiok. Can sleep for 12hrs finally. Going Facial & K morrow~~~ =D 就像好好睡了一夜直到天亮, 又能边走着边哼着歌, 用轻快的步伐~
Juz some pics to update. I'm so so hungry just seeing the pictures~
Met ling and jen that day-sometime ago, haha...wenta Nan Xiang Rest. for tea-time dim sumsss.
Tea time ending at 530pm, and we reached ard 5??? Haha...Lucky we're still on time. Their Xiao Long Bao is....slurpssss man. I prefer theirs to Crystal Jade. *drools~! Wenta shop shop awhile, all of us bought some stuffs, den as usual wenta Breko to have our usual chill-out, and ordered our usual LEMON-ICE-KIWI. It's a must have to perk you up and feel refresh after drinking it. And de results is immediate. Arwsss. Sauteed Mushrooms...slurpsss!
And the breaded prawns, is so big and fresh. And i prefer their sides&drinks than main dishes.  Wenta meet F4 another day after my work, they wenta facial. SY working pm. Haiz. And waited for....ntime. Chiong for food after everything's settled. Wenta try out Seafood Harvest since we've all not tried b4. Yum. Really is good de wor~ Service good, food good. Arwsss...
The main is bit ex la, but surely worth the price. And their deserts are cheap and nice. =D     很高兴一路上 我们的默契那么长, 穿过风 又绕个弯 心还连着 像往常一样~~~
Lalala~ Here i come. Haha... I'm going crazyyyyyyyy SAVE ME. MUAHAHAHA I wanna go for some tanning session again soon. I'm getting whiter and whiter each day. Yewk. Cant stand it. I'm mesmerised in XiaoJingTeng's album at this hour. I'm tired but i cant sleep!
I'm fcuking smiling to myself for...no reasons??? OMG~ Oh shit. What had i done to myself? LOL. My heart's heavy, i feel like shouting on a high high bridge, preferrably the kind that holds 2 mountains together. Woo. I need to do something about my room, its gonna look like a rubbish chute. Someone help me change my bedsheet please? People are getting weirder and weirder these days. Or i'm the one getting weird? Haiz. Life has changed for the better these days. Work is...weird, especially when the one who says pple everyday suddenly stop saying pple. Hmm...as what we say, "calm before the storm". BEWARE. I should stop my stupid speech and try to sleep. Else i might get too high tml due to lack of sleep. =X BUT I REALLY CANT SLEEP!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! 一個人 怎麼過都是愁. 懂得擁有 卻未必能讓你為我停留...
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Porsche Car Key~ Happy Birthday Kenneth!